A Perfect Life, istiyorum

Finally I sleep without nightmares. I'm by the water and there is a big castle. People from high school are there and i want to hang out with the cool kids. I see them but I'm messed up, something is wrong with me and I fall down. Then I fall asleep in the lobby of a building. I see the castle from far away and it is lite up and beatiful inside. I get closer and I'm surrounded by water. Then I'm on an old dock and above me are men playing a sport, one of them jumps of high, does a full flip and falls down in the back of his neck with a noise. He gets up and runs back. I'm talking to someone on the dock then I walk into the house there are a bunch of balls by the door, "I told you so" I said to the person outside. I walk in further and there is a staircase. from far away it was so beautiful but once I was in it was old.
Another dream about a ring, this man puts pieces of metel together bangs a hammer a couple of time and I have a huge copper ring with huge purple stones in it. It looks like a think ring with a blue stone but when I put it on it changes.
Rafa and his wife have a beautiful baby girl that is one and a half although in real life they just got engaged. I feel jealous of there girl, they are so happy and I want it too..