Home Sick

Last night I had a dream that my brother died, then I woke up and went back to sleep and dreamt that my mother died.

In the dream my mom's soul came to my soul and asked if I would be ok if she left, my soul said back yes. That I know how much she loves me and her love will still support me when she is gone.

I was asking my brother why this happened and he said she had problemswith her lungs and with other things. I yelled back that there was nothing wrong..

When the dream ended I was on a bus again and my brother said it's time to get off, I said no this is too early. Then I was looking though a book of rings, I was trying to cry but I got too upset and stopped being able to breath. I picked up my phone and tried to call Aimee but I still couldn't breath or talk to say what happened. I woke up again.. got out of bed took 3 steps and started crying. I didn't stop for a half hour.

I started having dreams like this when I went away to college about my mom, then again when I went to New York. Something about making myself further away from her scares me like this.