Hope and Excitement

Last night I was in a garden with a fountain. There must have been a wedding or something because there were women wearing white dresses. One woman had on a bathing suit and her breasts had blinking lights on them. She walked deeper and deeper into a pool.

I was going to be an actress. I was practicing with this woman but then it stopped being practice and became a real argument. Then I was riding in a car up and down winding roads. There was hope and excitment.



I walked into a doctors office and was waiting in front of two desks each with a doctor behind it. Aydin came in and the doctors said he shouldn't be there, it's not his place. Then he started to explain that he knows me well and that he understands when I'm getting sick. I started to feel dizzy.

In real life I have finally moved into my new apt in Amsterdam and I'm almost finished unpacking.